I sms Jedi today, I told him that I feel sad if he keeps on doing what he's doing now. Then he replied that he was sad at the moment, but that's got nothing to do with me. He said that he's totally alright with me. It sure does give me some space to relax myself, but in another way, I feel sad for not being able to be there for him. This seperator girl make me very hard to feel close with Jedi.

Talked with Ma' today ... for me, she's one of the closest friends I have lately. She wrote me a short testimonial on friendster for me. It's only a line, but yet ... it says the whole thing that is me. I feel like she has known me well for years.